“Adapt or perish, now as ever, is nature’s inexorable imperative.” H.G. Wells
I like to be in control of my world. I like to write in planners and cross things off of to do lists. As spontaneous and non-linear as I am, there is a type-A personality slumbering within me who does not like my routine to be disturbed. But then, it takes me three weeks to craft an email to potential community partners instead of the one day I had allotted. A few days later, after researching NGOs in Madrid for weeks, carefully narrowing my selections, I discover that the offices are in a transitional period and do not exist in physical locations that I can visit as planned. Then, the file holding my brainstorming and table of contents for the Service-Learning Abroad student manual just decides to disappear from its folder.
All of a sudden my orderly, controlling, honors student tendencies that have always helped me in my academic career now an unrealistic burden. When I should be adapting, I’m pouting because I want agendas, functional plans. Not this “cross each bridge as you get to it” sort of life. But time and time again the world proves that it is actually chaotic and no amount of imposed order will make everything go smoothly and according to plan.
So I have two choices: adapt or perish. Rather than make a decision, I wallow for a while. I spend an entire month telling myself I’ll get organized “tomorrow.” I’m not sure what pulled me out of this dejected, apathetic slump. I think a four day weekend of sleeping way more than any human being ever should helped immensely. Or maybe the realization that it is almost spring break and I desperately need to get my act together.
Whatever the reason, here I am again.
Coming soon:
- Details about Service-Learning class itself and why the classroom component is important
- Profiles of students/volunteer ESL teachers
- TENTATIVELY more information on community partners